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Hunger strike by recovery house owner to prevent foreclosures
Johnny Apodaca began his hunger strike on Monday at 9:01 AM, after waking up in this tent on the lawn to draw attention to a foreclosure situation in which he may loose two of the six homes for recovering alcoholics and drug addicts. He needs to raise $360,000 to keep the homes. Lianne Milton/Register | Buy photos
$30,000 of $350,000 needed is raised in first 48 hours
Thursday, July 31, 2008
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The founder of Serenity Homes of Napa Valley, a drug and alcohol recovery program, is camped out on Silverado Trail this week, vowing not to eat until he can lift the threat of foreclosure to two of his group homes.

Johnny Apodaca, better known as Johnny A., hasn’t eaten since Monday morning when he downed eggs and hash browns at the Soscol Cafe. He said he won’t eat again until donations begin to flow.
Extreme circumstances require extreme actions, said Apodaca, who will subsist on a liquid diet of honey, lemon juice and water with a jolt of cayenne pepper.

Apodaca said he needs a minimum of $350,000 to rescue two homes in jeopardy. If he fails, a dozen men working on recovery could be out on the street, he said.


The hunger strike began at 9 a.m. Monday. Twenty-four hours later, Apodaca was feeling hunger pangs, but in good spirits.
He had set up shop in the planter strip in front of 1008 Evans Ave., next to Silverado Trail, surrounded by a stream of supporters, bobbing balloons and signs that urged motorists to aid Serenity Homes. “Recovery homes save lives,” one sign said.

At night, he’s sleeping in a tent in the front lawn. A local business donated the portable toilet in the driveway so Apodaca never has to leave the street frontage.

“For the hunger strike to be effective and to be believed, he has to be in the public eye,” said Kimberly Forbes, his business manager and fiancé.

Apodaca, a former meth addict, has devoted his life to helping people whose lives have unraveled due to drugs and alcohol. He began renting rooms to adults in recovery 12 years ago. In 2005, he formed Serenity Homes, a non-profit agency, to run clean and sober homes for men and women. Serenity has five homes in Napa, with a sixth in Hawaii.

Growth was fueled by the generosity of several property owners who leased houses at favorable rates and a soaring real estate market that allowed him to borrow equity from homes for expansion, Apodaca said.

Even in good times, he and Forbes could not afford to pay themselves a salary, Apodaca said. He worked construction jobs. She managed the Upvalley estate of Craig and Kathryn Hall, owners of Hall Winery.

Things began to fall apart when the real estate market went south, Apodaca said. Interest rates adjusted upward and a key backer wanted to take out her money. An operation that had been financially fragile was now in crisis, he said.

Bruce Eaton, a self-described recovering addict, walked up to make a donation. Seeing the signs telling of Serenity Homes’ plight, “my hair stood up,” he said.

Eaton gave Apodaca a big hug. He had never met Apodaca but knew of his reputation for good work, he said.

“The world is in shambles right now. We need this,” Eaton said. “This is God speaking. It’s beautiful.” He donated $7.

During the first 48 hours, donations totaled $30,000 as word of Serenity Homes’ plight spread, Apodaca said. “Things are happening. A guy put $100 in the bucket,” he said. Several people have made much larger donations.

Apodaca expects his hunger strike to last many days, if not weeks. “Thirty is a long way from 350. We’re going to be here a while,” he said.

Forbes said she tried to persuade Apodaca not to go on a hunger strike. “It’s a very drastic step,” she said.

But when her recent efforts to secure government and private grants failed, Forbes said she reluctantly consented. While her fund-raising may bear fruit, “it just wasn’t happening fast enough,” she said.

Forbes has arranged for a doctor to check Apodaca’s vital signs daily. A reasonably healthy 50-year-old man should be able to last weeks on a limited liquid diet without permanent injury, she said.

Judy Bickell, a local mortgage lender, has been one of Apodaca’s biggest supporters, leasing two residences to Serenity Homes and loaning $60,000 on a third. Her decision to get her money back contributed to Apodaca’s financial crisis.

Apodaca said he wasn’t blaming Bickell. “She’s been a financial hostage to this thing,” he said.

In an interview Tuesday, Bickell said she was trying to simplify her life so she could do other good deeds in the community. “I contributed and helped Serenity Homes. It’s time to pass the torch to someone else,” she said.

“I think he’s done a great job in the community,” Bickell said. “I thought it was a really great cause. Everybody deserves to get their lives back on track.”

Nancy Pridmore, a local Realtor, has been renting a home on A Street to Serenity Homes for years with no complaints. Apodaca is “one of the good guys” who has committed his life to making a difference, she said.

“He is truly, truly motivated. Believe me, he doesn’t make money on this. It’s about ‘help the other guy,’” she said.

Serenity Homes tried to get grants from the Gasser Foundation, Auction Napa Valley and Napa County Health and Human Services which administer tobacco settlement funds, Forbes said.

Grant applications included letters of support from social service agencies and families who have used the service. “Serenity Homes has been a vital part of our daughter’s recovery,” providing “the help and support she needs on a daily basis to reach her goals of leading a responsible and sober life,” a Napa family wrote.

Serenity was turned down in part because it didn’t have a long enough track record as a nonprofit and hadn’t followed the outcomes of the more than 400 men and women who have gone through the program over the past 12 years, Forbes said.

Serenity Homes will sharpen its grant writing, hoping to get funds to cover higher home lease rates and subsidize the $600 room rents of addicts who often arrive impoverished, she said.

That still leaves Serenity Homes with today’s crisis, with the home at 1008 Evans facing foreclosure Friday, Apodaca said.

“I really believe that one of the road blocks to our getting help is the stigma attached to the people getting help (from us),” Forbes said.

The program has housed a doctor, a lawyer, a winemaker and many others from the economic mainstream, Forbes said. “I don’t think people realize these are our family, our friends, our co-workers,” she said.

Given the wealth in the Napa Valley and the worldwide prominence of its wine industry, Apodoca said he can’t understand why services for people with addictions, including supportive clean and sober housing, are in short supply.

“I wonder why this valley doesn’t have the biggest, wonderfulest treatment facilities in the nation for people suffering from the alcohol that is produced here,” he said.

During Apodaca’s hunger strike, Bill Combest, a recovering addict who lives in a Serenity home, will be his personal assistant. He owes Johnny A. a lot, he said.

“I came to Johnny with a suitcase. That was it,” Combest said. “Now I have a beautiful room. I have my family back. I am employable now even though I have such a wreckage of a past.”

“If it weren’t for the stability of this place, I’d be back on the street again,” he said.

When people hear of Serenity Homes’ plight, they will help, Apodaca said. “There are some fantastic, spiritual people in this valley,” he said. “I just don’t think they’re aware of the need.”
111 comment(s)

DL wrote on Jul 30, 2008 12:48 PM:

" GO JOHNNY!!!! You've helped so many people, including someone who is very close to me. Thank you so much for all your work. I wish I was in a position to help financially, but all I can do is pray that the people who are will be very generous to your cause. God Bless. "

Napa Mom wrote on Jul 30, 2008 12:57 PM:

" ok, I was almost feeling sorry for this guy, was going to stop and give some money, but then I read "for people suffering from the alcohol that is produced here" - I gurantee the people living in his homes aren't drinking Napa Valley wine. And the wine industry gives so much to this community - millions and millions of dollars. Give me a break. "

marine1/1 wrote on Jul 30, 2008 1:04 PM:

" Where is code enforcement? Is there a permit for what they have set up and the traffic hazard they are causing. What does he hope to accomplish by not eating or going on a hunger strike. When I was a corrections officer I remember inmates trying the same stunt. I can think of alot more constructive ways to raise money. Why not fund raise or seek out donations instead of making a public spectacle and yelling at passing traffic. I watched them for about 5 minutes yesterday. They are trying to do a good thing for troubled people that need extra encouragement but hunger strike and blocking side walks and parking for other people that live in that neighborhood is not the right way. "

JustMy$.02 wrote on Jul 30, 2008 1:50 PM:

" Maybe Johnny has had too much crank in is younger days, hunger strikes are usually to protest something, not beg for money. And they usually dont work unless there is real conviction by those stricking. Is Johnny really ready to die if I dont give him money?? I didnt think so.

Maybe a Youtube video or something along those lines may be more appropriate?

But thats just my $.02 "

crazylady680 wrote on Jul 30, 2008 1:53 PM:

" you go Johnny. I for one can vouch for what Johnny has done, I have been clean and sober for 13 years and have seen how many people he has help. one of my best friends live in one of those houses and is doing great. "

frenchtoast wrote on Jul 30, 2008 2:34 PM:

" I agree with $.02. As neighbors of this house, we do not want this house to be saved. We have seen too many transients that go in and out of these houses - in fact, one may have ended up next door to us in a tent. We watched strange people go in and out of this tent pitched late at night. I can only assume it was drug dealing. After two wks, Code Enforcement finally put an end to the campout. I hope you stay healthy Johnny A during your strike, but no thanks to the Evans home surviving foreclosure. "

marine1/1 wrote on Jul 30, 2008 2:35 PM:

" I don't get it,these people staying in these homes have to pay $600.00 a month in rent and they cannot pay there mortgage? What about all the other people who are being foreclosed on that also help out in the community, can we expect more hunger strikes from them? I know all the people at the South Napa Shopping center that beg for money on the side of the road are removed by police. It looks awful to neighbors to see all these banners and signs hanging off this house and people begging for money ou in front.There are some scary people out in front hanging out at all hours. This should be run with more class. Don't blame local wineries for anyone being an alcoholic. They don't force antone to drink and dru dealers don't force people to take drugs. People who make bad choices choose these things for themselves. "

sdnapa wrote on Jul 30, 2008 3:25 PM:

" the compassion on this blog is just oozing. geez, this guy is trying to help people struggling to make it back to reality, and everyone is up in arms. i don't get it. "

wined0wnnapa wrote on Jul 30, 2008 3:48 PM:

" Yeah how DARE!!! this man offer to rehabilitate addicts! theyre much better off "riding the snake" and hanging downtown in a van by the river.

Im confused as to how the hunger strike will end? Is he protesting his mortgage? is it an unfair mortgage? Lots of people are on hunger strikes against debt - theyre called homeless. "

crusherfan wrote on Jul 30, 2008 4:03 PM:

" Watch out for bald guys wearing hoodies,with tattoos, and carrying swords.Sounds like easy pickens!! "

kbf wrote on Jul 30, 2008 4:04 PM:

" I have to agree, even though Johnny is doing good there are other places one can go to get help if this is no longer an option. $600 does seem like a sum of money plus grants and other money given by others.
We wish you well Johnny, but sometimes there are difficult decisions to make, maybe its time to scale back and do just what you are capable of and not strech yourself so thin. "

Jenn wrote on Jul 30, 2008 5:28 PM:

" WAY TO GO JOHNNY!!!! I know that some may not see the reasoning behind this, but I think what he is doing is very honorable. I have had friends and family that were addicts and the recovery process is incredible and this man has made it possible for those who want to clean up their lives to do so. I wish him well and hope that he is able to keep the homes open! "

Hear Ye wrote on Jul 30, 2008 5:40 PM:

" Thousands of people do this "hunger strike" every year. It's a liquid diet that is a internet craze of sorts. Beyonce made it popular by losing 25 pounds in a couple weeks on it. He'll be fine for quite awhile drinking that concoction. Best of luck to him but this should be called more of a "celebrity detox strike" "

kforbes777 wrote on Jul 30, 2008 6:42 PM:

" This is my first time blogging in the Napa Valley Register. I was quoted in this article and I have to say something about the comments I've seen so far. For those of you who are not afraid of people in recovery and understand and support us - THANK YOU! For those of you who don't understand and ARE afraid, please come and meet Johnny and his residents. You will find a winemaker, a lawyer, a doctor, a couple of middle class homemakers with husbands and children in addition to every other economic and social level of the population in the Valley. The false stereo-types and the stigma attached to people recovering from addiction disease that is being presented in these comments is overwhelmingly sad and so untrue. Someday, when you discover that someone you know and love is suffering from some type of addiction, you'll understand that we're all community members just like you. Until then it would be nice if you just followed the guidelines for blogging: Refrain from personal attacks, degrading comments or remarks that do not add to a constructive dialogue.
We've already tried everything that's being suggested for raising money. All traditional efforts have failed. This is a last ditch effort. This is a free country and when you're on your own property, freedom of speech and expression applies. If you're troubled by something happening - let us know and we'll address it quickly and compassionately for you. "

nwnapan wrote on Jul 30, 2008 6:47 PM:

" "Judy Bickell, a local mortgage lender, has been one of Apodaca’s biggest supporters, leasing two residences to Serenity Homes and loaning $60,000 on a third. Her decision to get her money back contributed to Apodaca’s financial crisis." - what does that mean? Did John not have the means to repay OR did John decide not to repay? And how do you lend money on a non-profit business operating out of a simgle family residence without documenting the income necessary to repay.

"Serenity was turned down in part because it didn’t have a long-enough track record as a non-profit and hadn’t followed the outcomes of the more than 400 men and women who have gone through the program over the past 12 years, Forbes said." 12 years is a track record. The issue is not following proper procedures by following up on those who received services. This is integral to any non-profit that provides social services.

There are many options for addicts in this valley. Don't believe the hype!!! This was a poorly run business that has run its course.

This entire thing sounds fishy and I think it's absolutely ridiculous to print something of this nature." "

nwnapan wrote on Jul 30, 2008 6:48 PM:

" What's honorable is to pay your bills and run a sustainable business so that you don't leave your clients out in the cold. "

bmxdad wrote on Jul 30, 2008 8:39 PM:

" As a person who lives in a neighborhood that had two Serenity Home locations, I can attest that it has been less than pleasant. One of the homes recently lost it's lease (on Indiana) and the other is owned by Lisa Clark, a member of Serenity Homes board of directors (on Pickwick Drive). The homes were/are constantly over run with people. Garages are illegally converted into bedrooms to house more people than code allows. The home on Pickwick has had to many calls for service from Napa P.D to count.

In theory, this type of program is a welcome addition to any community, and if run properly and professionally, I'd welcome a home in my neighborhood again, but it's time for others to take over. This regime had it's chance and it just didn't work. "

elb wrote on Jul 31, 2008 12:18 AM:

" Of course I'm not privy to all the facts, but this organization (If that's what it's called) appears thus far to be made up of a group of big-hearted, well intentioned, but ill-equipped (poorly qualified) people.

They just don't seem skilled enough to manage something of this magnitude, therefore, who in their right mind can honestly entrust an additional 350k to these individuals? There is a reason the grants weren't granted.

It sounds to me like these people are simply in over their heads and might serve the community better to contribute their time and efforts and existing assets to pre-existing organizations that are already playing by the rules and know full well the ins and outs of qualifying for state and federal grants, etc.

Don't get me wrong, I do applaud the heart(s) here. We just need a heart with smarts. "

make napa better wrote on Jul 31, 2008 1:17 AM:

" I hate to say it but isn't there the best recovery center somewhere in the hills and isn't there another one in Glenn Ellen? It's all about the dollars. People pay for this stuff. Napa is all about the dollar. I feel really bad about these places going into foreclosure. There are a TON of addicts in the Napa Valley that need help. I didn't even know these places existed. If I didn't know, I bet a ton more don't. I hope this article helps you out! "

nanner wrote on Jul 31, 2008 8:12 AM:

" What Jonny does to help people is a great thing. However I agree there are better way's to raise money, car washes, dinners, etc...Or maybe his fiance can down size from her sports car to something more economical or better yet Jonny can sell his Harley to make a house payment instead of begging. "

cordell wrote on Jul 31, 2008 8:23 AM:

" With all due respect to Johnny, every time I pass this display I see a large group of men who seem to have nothing to do except hang out and beg for donations. Here's a novel idea: How about going to work like all of the rest of us? "

zomboo wrote on Jul 31, 2008 8:29 AM:

" Make Napa Better, Those treatment centers release you after 28 days to an out-patient status. That means that you live else where, and come back daily for your meetings. The Serenity Homes is a safe place for those people to live, try to get work and still get to there meetings with a lot of support from other people going through the same thing.
Good luck Johnny A., Bill Combest and the rest of your clients, and supporters "

hernandezza wrote on Jul 31, 2008 10:07 AM:

" I don't know if any of these people commenting have ever had the need to stay in a safe environment while getting back on your feet but I have. While I didn't stay in one of these houses that Johnny A. has secured for people in recovery they are very necessary. These types of transitional housing are hard to get into and even harder for women with children. I have personally seen this man unselfishly give to our community and though I don't have a lot I will stop by the Trail and help to support "

entity wrote on Jul 31, 2008 11:09 AM:

" Someone in the community taking action - excellent! There's too much "not in my backyard" mentality in this town, in this nation, too much "the government will fix it, the police will deal with it" and "send them to jail forever, lock them up so I don't have to deal with it" abounds. People make bad choices sometimes, but it doesn't make them inhuman. Rehabilitation, second chances, guidance, trust, assistance - throwing away the key is not the answer.

Good luck with your fundraising. "

o4ahomer wrote on Jul 31, 2008 11:13 AM:

" For all who feel sorry for a guy with 6 houses, that can no longer afford his mortgages. Drive on down to Am Can I"ll be out front more than happy to take your donation. I too can not afford my mortgage, since a defunk bank doulbed our monthly payment. Myself, my wife and a mother in law are working full time to fight to save our home from this housing nightmare. But unlike his houses I have a "home" to save for my family (2 kids). I don't have time to hunger strike, I have to go work now. "

mikeb wrote on Jul 31, 2008 11:22 AM:

" Why does this story sound just like the plight of an addict? Let's see, problems (financial) building up around you, yet you continue to follow your same precarious path until everything crashes down. Then you throw a tantrum (hunger strike) and blame everyone but yourself for your troubles. Yep, sounds like the plight of an addict. That the intent was to help people is all fine and dandy, but at the end of the day they should have run a financially sustainable non-profit business. They should have sought to correct their problems long before they resulted in forclosure. Understand, the problem is $350,000 of defaulted upon debt. All they had to do was keep the payments current. That's roughly $2500 - $3000 per month. That should not have been so difficult to figure out. Now evereyone else is the bad guy, and someone else is supposed to pick up the tab for their bad habits (debt). Sorry, but step 10 of your recover program is supposed to be taking responsibility and becoming self reliant. Sounds like those involved are still stuck in the denial and blame stage. "

mveien wrote on Jul 31, 2008 11:24 AM:

" Go Johnny! Eric V would be proud of you! He is watching from above and praying for you. Good luck! What you are doing for all those suffering in and out of sobriety is admirable, the world needs more people like you! "

crusherfan wrote on Jul 31, 2008 11:34 AM:

" $600 multiplied by 12 residents comes to $7200.How much of that does not go to the mortage of these 2 homes?Are these homes in the adjustable/unaffordable loan bracket that we are all reading about? If that is the case I would expect the directers of these programs to be more responsible.
It must be devastating to be in this program seeking support then having the rug pulled out because of poor management of resources. I wish everyone in the program luck in their recovery. "

valeybuterfly wrote on Jul 31, 2008 12:43 PM:

" BRAVO MIKEB! I couldn’t agree more! I laugh at how he says our beautiful Wine Country hasn’t donated to his business and sounds like he puts a little blame on them. Why should we (the community) and wineries financially pay for someone else’s responsibility? It’s not our fault they can’t control how many times they lift the glass to their mouth. I have an idea! How about he sells his huge Lincoln Truck and Harley and downsizes his own personal home to help his business. He made irresponsible financial decisions and thought a being a non-profit was going to grant him a free ride. How about you get the families of the people you claimed to have helped make a 1 year- 5year financial commitment to keeping your doors opened! Or requiring your tenants to work… there is a GOOD IDEA! Why should hard working and tax paying citizens pay for this SOSCIAL club? And about the hunger strike…. Go look up the past history on what people “hunger strike” about. It’s not because they can’t afford to pay their mortgage. And he is not starving; he might loose a few pounds. But he will be FINE… besides he can have a personal doctor come and check on him everyday…. Geez talk about great Healthcare! "

comment wrote on Jul 31, 2008 1:02 PM:

" SERENITY NOW! "

bmxdad wrote on Jul 31, 2008 1:26 PM:

" Please, someone help me understand.... 45 X $600 = $27,000 per month. Now if we figure $2500K per month for lease/mortgage on six homes = $15,000. Then figure app. $2K a month for utilities. If a per Diem is allowed for meals, etc. for the resident, then you want me to believe 10K a month won't cover incidentals and groceries? Especially when no one has drawn a salary for three years? I don't understand the predicament?

Please understand this isn't an attack, but if help is sought, then it's only fair to set the record straight. "

crusherfan wrote on Jul 31, 2008 1:35 PM:

" After watching the video attached to this article I think this a bail out of a very poorly managed program.He obviously does well by running this non profit gig by the looks of that Harley parked in front of the house so proudly.Wake up dude. "

bmxdad wrote on Jul 31, 2008 1:46 PM:

" One more question I forgot to ask... Why is a home in Hawaii????? "

napadad wrote on Jul 31, 2008 1:55 PM:

" BMXdad , your statement is incorrect. Please get byour facts straight before you libel someone. The houses you speak of are not and have never been affiliated with serenity homes. The pickwick home is a private residence, the owner is affiliated with many different organizations in town but the residence is just that a private residence that she rents. The other home ( since you supplied no address we cant be sure of this either) was a "recovery home" or "clean and sober living" but was not managed by or affiliated with Serenity Homes. And FenchToast your comment that one of them MAY have moved next door to you in a tent and the traffic in and out you can only assume is drug traffic? How is thiss connected to Serenity homes exactly? And two weeks of suspected drug traffic and you didnt call the cops? I have never been a client of serenity homes but am a member of the recovery community and I can say your community is better of having Johnny A as a neighbor and napa as a whole is better off having these places for recovering addicts to transition treatment or jail back to regular living situations. "

drug addict wrote on Jul 31, 2008 2:02 PM:

" this is my first month here at serenity homes.when i came here i had no money at all and the shelter would not let me in until wednesday.there was no where else to go.substance abuse was certainly an issue.johnny spoke with me that day and after swearing to a life recovery basically he took me in to his home and he had to wait at least a week before i could pay him.who else would have done that?no one.resources?where??johnny was it.since then i have become immersed in recovery and doors have opened for me thanks to the support system i have found here.this is a great and a rare asset for the community.truly a life saver. "

bmxdad wrote on Jul 31, 2008 2:06 PM:

" Napadad.....you're wrong! The Pickwick house was one of theirs, but isn't any longer...it only has many of the same faces around it. I live here! I know the facts. Note to Napadad: learn the definition of "Libel" before using it. "

marine1/1 wrote on Jul 31, 2008 2:21 PM:

" Just to be fare, I hope evey other Napa citizen gets to have a portable toilet in their front yards, set up tents, plaster their house and yard with signs,banners and ballons, and beg for money from passing motorists. There are hundreds of other people in Napa facing forclosure and I want to make sure the city will allow them to do the same. This is day three of this spectacle. At $600.00 a month, per who knows how many to each house, where is all the money going. Why should anyone donate to an organization that does who knows what with the money they take in. I know they are trying to do a good thing but with this kind of unorganization, I would not donate. Get organized, plan for your groups future and scale back. "

halfstep wrote on Jul 31, 2008 2:27 PM:

" Rage, intolerance, biase, fear, lack of knowledge, impatience, ego

Compassion, tolerance, welcome, polite,
selfless, forgiving

OK Napa Community.........pick one. "

trixie wrote on Jul 31, 2008 3:17 PM:

" Johhny, I pray everynight for you and for what you are doing, people seem to be very judgemental until it hits home with them, by being a loved one who has a problem....god bless you and my prayers are with you, may someone have a heart and realize the lifes you save....thanks for all you do. Your a wonderful man with a huge heart, we need more of you out there....i will keep praying.
love trixie "

marine1/1 wrote on Jul 31, 2008 3:30 PM:

" halfstep: Eveyone is entitled to their opinion. No on has to "pick one''. "

FreakShow wrote on Jul 31, 2008 3:39 PM:

" I believe that John Apadaca or The Napa Register has misrepresented “Serenity Homes” as a drug and alcohol recovery program, drug and alcohol recovery programs have to be license buy the state and operate under a use permit, this is clearly not the case with “Serenity Homes”.
To raise money for something you believe in, in an appropriate way, may be “honorable” but to exploit the recovery community and hold the people of Napa responsible for your management failings, under the threat of suicide by starvation, seems more like extortion to me. Did GOD tell you to do this? Or is it a “SELF WILL RUN ROIT” gone bad. There is so much more at stake here then one mans empire. Recovery is soooooo much bigger then any one person. After reading all the blogs it may be time to do something “honorable” and put an end to this charade, pack up you tent and water bottle and go home. "

jt wrote on Jul 31, 2008 3:42 PM:

" mid level i would call this. you're supposed to negotiate with the banker when you own six homes. it is quite possible that the bank has been dishonest with you. as news has it a simplistic run from indymac caused 1.2billion to be withdrawn evaporating a bank and a number of onshore depository accounts into airwaves. anybody with a "substance abuse" problem (i don't even know what that means) needs to stop using it as an excuse and find a job. "

napa-kin wrote on Jul 31, 2008 3:54 PM:

" House in Hawaii, Harley, Sports car, 5 other homes... Sounds like something fishy is going on here...
I think Serneity is a great idea, and bravo johhny for trying, but c'mon people, begging for money.?.?.?...
Here's an idea: Sell off one of your many homes, refinance another, sell your harley and get another job!
Sounds like a PITTY PARTY to me! Maybe I will sit on the corner of Jefferson, pull up my skirt and beg for gas money.... "

L-Dizzle wrote on Jul 31, 2008 3:55 PM:

" JOHNNY A has done so much for OUR community! HOW DARE some of you! The people that are commenting on this that don't understand, obviously have never experienced an Alcohol or Drug problem. HOW DARE YOU FRENCHTOAST to say something so ignorant, "i can only assume the people coming & going in Johnny A's tent in the middle of the night, is drug trafficing...."
Johnny A is helping our community, and SHOULD be recognized for it! FRENCH TOAST why don't you try talking to a recovering addict, for more understanding.
OUR LITTLE TOWN OF NAPA needs to be in support of our recovering addicts!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! "

jt wrote on Jul 31, 2008 4:01 PM:

" it is clear that indymac was using their clients depository accounts to in-essence sell calls on the housing market. i bet the majority of banks including wachovia could not take a hit like this, so if you want a free home have everybody you know pull from their depository account and the banks won't be able to cover their calls. "

kforbes777 wrote on Jul 31, 2008 4:21 PM:

" The house on Pickwick is not and never was one of the homes leased and managed by Serenity Homes. It was used by another non-profit not affiliated with us in anyway. There are many others who have tried to do what we do and have failed. Our homes are barely recognized in the community as anything other than a single family residence - quiet and well kept.

Those of you making statements as though you know the facts: We have had a highly regarded CPA and attorney on board since day one of the non-profit being granted in january 2005.

I hope the readers will believe me when I say that the assumptions and judgements being presented here are inaccurate. Those of you who are interested can get your questions answered by contacting us directly. Those of you making untrue judgements as though they are statements of fact should contact us so that we can provide true facts for your consideration. "

kbf wrote on Jul 31, 2008 4:21 PM:

" To all of you who are pulling for Johnny-- I think we all know that he has done a lot of good for many people but you have to realize that this problem is his and his alone. We all have to make our mortgage payments or lose the house, that's life. Johnny could be out working somewhere and help get back up and running, sit down with the bank and try to redo the loans-and it can be done. We do feel sorry that this has come to this point but there is a reason this has happened. Johnny needs to step back and re-evualte his position and not be asking for a handout. "

Sharon wrote on Jul 31, 2008 4:24 PM:

" It is really sad to hear how insensitive people have gotten in this town. People in this town need to stop condeming a person for trying to help. Why not step outside your own windowless box and see the truths of this town. If we do not help the people needing help then we are in effect allowing crime to grow. I know people who have gotten help from Serenity Homes. They are doing fabulous because of Johnny's efforts. I also know people who have sought help from more organized places and they have ended up right back in jail. Johnny does well because he puts his trust in these people and makes them totally responsible for themselves. The kinds of intolerance I am hearing here helps me to understand why we have the problems we do as a community. If you think Johnny needs more training on how to manage these homes then offer it up. Do not insinuate he is unworthy of help. Come on Napa come together as a community and offer to help instead of condemn. Let's show our children that it is ok to help our neighbors. "

Keepitreal wrote on Jul 31, 2008 4:40 PM:

" Addiction is in all families. If you don't think it's in yours, look again. Wake up, get out of denial, get real and become part of the solution. These homes are part of a solution that helps people change their lives. "

T-bird wrote on Jul 31, 2008 4:42 PM:

" It looks like Johnny A is just trying to help these people. Possibly finances were run poorly, but since we don’t know every single detail (other than what has been published by the paper) we should not criticize him. It appears that people are not reading the article correctly. If you read the article it quotes Ms Forbes as saying “hoping to get funds to cover higher home lease rates and subsidize the $600 room rents of addicts who often arrive impoverished” The article does not state they get this money from the individuals or from a grant. There is a possibility that not all individuals are able to pay the rent or that grants would be able to cover all the costs. When recovering from addiction, you have to be able to heal yourself before attempting to hold down a job. You also have to consider food, utilities, etc. and how much these added costs can run. With today’s economy, even with working families, it’s hard to make ends meet; imagine trying to help out several individuals at one time. This is why there are significant amounts of addicts on the streets because there are not many people such as Johnny A that will help these individuals without money. If any person has dealt with any form of rehab center its extremely costly. "

T-bird wrote on Jul 31, 2008 4:43 PM:

" Everyone has a right to an opinion, however, I don’t feel that it is right for people to accuse, assume, insult and make comments such as those by valeybuterfly “It’s not our fault they can’t control how many times they lift the glass to their mouth”. Alcoholism and drug addiction are diseases. In my opinion, your comment was ignorant. If you are not suffering from addiction, how can you feel that it’s ok to make a comment and pass judgment? If someone has a disease such as Cancer, Aids, etc. would you criticize them also? My guess is that you would not, so what makes it ok to judge someone with an addiction? Yes it is easy to say that people can just stop drinking/doing drugs, but until your in that position or know someone who has gone through it, it is inappropriate to pass such harsh judgment. "

frenchtoast wrote on Jul 31, 2008 4:44 PM:

" L-Dizzle
Read a little more carefully before "how daring" anybody! I do not live next door to Johnny A's home. I was not referring to Johnny A having drug dealing coming in and out of a tent. The tent was down the street NEXT TO OUR HOUSE! AND DRUG DEALING WAs happening in addition to crunching tin cans at 2:30 AM! Nothing to do with Johnny A or his hunger strike. My point was I don't support the house in my neighborhood BECAUSE we have had to deal with several crackheads in our own backyard (NOT ON EVANS!) I support many, many charities in the Napa Valley. But I don't agree with how this fundraising is taking place as do many other posters! How dare you go after my comments. I am entitled just as you are entitled to supporting this hoopla. Everyone has problems right now with mortgages but we're not begging for money or pulling stunts like hunger strikes. AND FYI, I do have relatives with drug and alcohol issues so I can sympathize with these issues. Try showing some class and adding your comments without pinpointing falsities in other posts! It's an opinion I can voice if I want. So how dare you for being a hypocrite! "

asahigo wrote on Jul 31, 2008 4:56 PM:

" It looks like Mr. Apodaca has bitten off more than he can chew. From reading this article (and having no other knowledge of this operation) all I see is someone with poor business planning facing the same situation (foreclosure) that many thousands of other Americans are facing right now. Why should any of us bail him out and ignore the others? Oh and before the high and mighty ones try to bash me, my uncle recently died in a recovery home from an accidental overdose of methadone. His dyslexia caused him to read the instructions as taking x pills every y-z hours, when in fact the instructions where to take z pills every y-x hours. My uncle had a long history of alcohol and drug abuse, but was a decent human when he was sober. So I do understand the plight of those recovering. "

getting the job done wrote on Jul 31, 2008 6:26 PM:

" I am amazed with the level of ignorance and negativity that some of you bloggers have spewed out on this site regarding the efforts of Johnny A and Serenity Homes. I have known Johnny for over 14 years and he has worked tirelessly to help others. I would rather help a person become a trusting, productive, tax-paying member of our society than seeing my tax dollars incarcerating them all of the time. I am not saying a person shouldn't be punished for wrong-doings but when warranted, to be given a second chance.
Several of you bloggers have taken information and statements out of context and your phobia of people in recovery is plain sad.
Why is it, if you're a movie star/celebrity, you can be a revolving door at rehab and still be idolized. But if you're down and out in Napa Valley, you are nothing more than scum.
If you don't like Johnny's efforts to help others, no one is twisting your arm or forcing tax dollars away from you. And do like I do when I am watching TV...and don't like it...then turn the channel and gripe about something else. And if you are willing to help, it is greatly appreciated.
It's hard enough to get clean and sober, it's even harder to stay that way. And that's what Serenity Homes does. Granted, mistakes have been made financially. Who knew 10 years ago that the real estate market would drop the way it has?
Some of you have accused him of not being qualified to take on this challenge. Some of you think these services are provided widely in the valley. The fact is, they are not. And Johnny is the best we have. "

bmxdad wrote on Jul 31, 2008 6:42 PM:

" To Kim Forbes:

The People: Board of Directors
message from Johnny | officers | board of directors | alliances

*

John Apodaca
*

Kimberly Forbes
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Lisa Clark
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Stefan Kusmierski
*

Stephen Walbridge

This is clipped from your web page for Serenity Homes. Lisa Clark, the owner of the Pickwick house is the same person listed as a director for Serenity Homes. She has owned the Pickwick home for the entirety I've been here. It was in fact a "clean and sober" home under her ownership. You may not have leased it as "Serenity Homes", but I personally saw John at that residence. With as many as two residents going from the Pickwick address over to the Evans Street home.

I would appreciate if you could also respond to my other post outlining the math for such a program as offered by Serenity Homes.

I'll reiterate a previous statement(s) I made: If run properly, I'd welcome a "clean and sober" home in my neighborhood again. I absolutely see the value in a well run "clean and sober" program. "

REALISTIC wrote on Jul 31, 2008 8:22 PM:

" I would like to commend the efforts of Johnny A. to keep the "clean and sober" homes in Napa Valley up and running! (we really need about 20 more of these homes to fill the need of our community - and this is a realistic #...or should we build a bigger jail?) I've had the pleasure of working with the recovering population of Napa for the past 11 years, and without the support of a safe place to stay (outside of the costly beds at NCDC) and the support of non-judgmental community members, sustaining a life free from substance abuse is extremely difficult. Give someone a chance, or even a second chance....you may need one at some point in your life! These are real people he's serving who have the potential to give back to our community in a bigger way than you could even imagine!! "

crusherfan wrote on Jul 31, 2008 8:41 PM:

" hate to be mean,but...if he is such a caring guy how could he let this happen?he should care as much about paying the bills as he does helping people. "

REALISTIC wrote on Jul 31, 2008 8:53 PM:

" Hey crusherfan.....did you forget about the housing market? He went out on a limb to help people, and the housing market changed. (it may have nothing to do with "not paying the bills" but rather the mortgage increased to an unrealist amount) Now he's doing everything he can to fix the situation which is an extremely respectable thing to do....give a man a chance (remember we all may need one at some point)! "

kforbes777 wrote on Jul 31, 2008 8:54 PM:

" bmxdad

1) Lisa Clark was asked to be a board member because of her "work experience" in the drug and alcohol industry. Her "personal" life is non of our business and is not discussed at board meetings. Johnny's visits were personal and had nothing to do with SHNV. Have you ever tried to help someone in a bad place?

2) Your math is wrong.

3) You are welcome to come to our office and be shown how our program is run. In the meantime, you can check with Napa County Health and Human Services, Napa Valley Coalition of Non-Profits, Napa County District Attorney's office, St. Helena Hospital, Crutchers, Duffys, Mt. Vista Farms, Napa County sitting judges, Napa County Code Enforcement, California State parole boards and several 100 families in our community how they feel our program is run. They refer clients often. Perhaps you are more qualified in this industry and know more than they do?

This is the last time I am looking at this blog. It is very sad and depressing, besides I have to get back to work. You see, Johnny and I work every day, on-call and available if necessary 24/7 and since my cell phone is always on.... I defintely have better conversations pending. For those of you, i.e. T-bird, Getting the job done and REALISTIC, thank you. You reassure me that the clients we serve do actually have a chance out there in this harsh world as long as they surround themselves with supportive people like you. "

elb wrote on Jul 31, 2008 9:12 PM:

" Here's the deal, 350k is a lot of money to be asking for or basically demanding.

If you want people to just hand over 350K dollars to you, you can't just say, I'm doing great things for people with this money. You need to get out of the tent, call a meeting and present a case before the people, show us evidence of the results and show us that you are the right persons to entrust an additional 350k dollars to.

Prove to us that OUR money can't be better spent elsewhere thru other organizations that appear to be managed properly as oppose to yours that clearly had something go awry and many of us will be glad to contribute to your cause.

Parking your self in a tent, threatening to starve yourself to death until your community "comes thru" is not the way to win converts to your cause. "

sammy wrote on Jul 31, 2008 9:22 PM:

" wouldn't it be great if everyone worked a program ? It is absolutely a peyton place here in the valley with so many of you bloggers. At least Johnny,.....whom I've never met in my life has the balls to face his situation and isn't hiding behind a sudo name here.

If ya'll put as much of your useless energy that you are enciting here on these blogs into something useful and meaningful then the city would be a better place. What have you done lately to help others.... you know the one's nobody wants to associate with or be caught dead talkin to, or to be seen with in public because your friends might judge you,.... oh imagine that. Trust me your friends are all ready judging you.

Thank you Johnny A and all the others standing by his side. Whether this works out the way you hope or not,.... you did what you could. When one door closes,......another opens. Keep the Faith "

crusherfan wrote on Jul 31, 2008 9:52 PM:

" realistic,i think that when you sign for these type of loans you are well aware that the rate will change at a point in time.if you know the rate is going to change is that being real or unrealistic?its called rollin the dice in hopes of your property value going up.real as it gets "

mamyt wrote on Jul 31, 2008 10:01 PM:

" Tax returns for nonprofits are public record why was my post stating the income not posted? That money had to go some where "

lmama wrote on Jul 31, 2008 11:08 PM:

" The fact that some people can read this article and not understand the great opportunity that this man has provided for SOOO many able body NAPANS is horrible. I have known MANY people who have had a conection with Johnny in work or housing and come out of it trully able to LIVE again. This commuity relaies on wine, which for some is a DRUG of choice and a major production of jobs for those same people. There is nothing wrong with knowing that and saying that those same producers should help those that live eat and work in the community that they do buisness in. Loveing this community means helping it to GROW!! Not to mention a lot of GREAT men and WOMEN have used a hunger strike to make a point and demonstrated their own belives, Jesus, Ghandi and MANY OTHERS! These homes help them to grow in a GREAT invorinment and deserve to have all the support that it can get. "

Constant comment wrote on Aug 1, 2008 1:31 AM:

" Instead of driving by tsk tsking, it’s unfortunate that the bloggers below did not pick up the information packet available at the Evans Street site before providing their negative commentary. The staff at Serenity Homes would have been happy to answer any issues not addressed in the packet… Hawaii is fully addressed. The bloggers would then have had the opportunity to make informed comments instead of the bootstrap BS philosophy espoused below that belongs in the Dark Ages. Bmxdad, mikeb and marine 1 may have learned the difference between gross and net income and spared us the simplistic financial comments. I am a Napa native who is not particularly enchanted with the wine industry. While I recognize the millions of people who tromp in here to pay homage to the wine gods supply much of our economic base, it’s still annoying for those of us who still like to drive across town. I don’t think enough of the revenue trickles down to fully mitigate the social ills and housing issues created by the industry. I know John Apodaca in a business capacity. He is a responsible, selfless, hard working man committed to a cause. If he is guilty of anything, it is trying to do too much with too little. I'm glad to be able to make a donation and am happy to see that others are similarly inclined. No one is obliged to donate, but to go out of your way to make critical comments about someone trying anything he can to save something he believes in is mind boggling. Am I grateful I don't require social services?...you bet. "

dowhatsright wrote on Aug 1, 2008 2:12 AM:

" Id like to know what is going to happen to all the money he will collect, if he does not meet his goal. Will he return it? 350k. What if he only raises 200k? Is it his tax free money. Maybe do a remodel on the house in Hawaii. Im a renter and out of work. I need help financially too. I look for work every day. Maybe Ill sit in a tent and beg for money. Or am I not allowed to? "

halfstep wrote on Aug 1, 2008 6:00 AM:

" As a suggestion only: let us try and remember the last time we or a close family member were in serious trouble or need and what we felt at that time.

Helping those with the disease of chemical dependency has always been on the lowest end of charity and the higher end of cost to the community when these humans are not cared for.

Napa Valley has been blessed with financial abundance. We are a national center for health and human services. We need to provide transitional housing for those working to find their way back to mainstream society.

Is there a better way to expose this issue? Perhaps. But from the passion expressed in this blog I can't help but feel Johnny A is close to the target.

This is a thoughtful and sensitive issue. Love, patience and tolerance are useful guides. "

najunky707 wrote on Aug 1, 2008 6:37 AM:

" Johnny and Kimberely you guys are doing a wonderful job I am one of your biggest supporters. I go to Serenity Homes on a daily basis cause I know it is a safe place to be cause their is no drugs or alcohol there. I am in recovery and Johnny A does not turn anyone down that wants help he does everything in his power to help people who are suffering from addiction and alcoholism. It is sad that people just dont understand why don't you go and meet Johnny and Kimberely and see what they are all about and see they are making a difference in our community without them and the support of everyone in their homes I don't know if I would of made it clean and sober. By the way the house on Indiana street does not belong to serenity homes it belongs to another person yeah they tried to do the same as Johnny A but it failed I personally know who ran that house and there is no connection to Serenity Homes and that house. The house on Pickwick does belong to a board member but rents it out doesn't mean that just cause she is a board member doesnt mean in belongs to serenity homes. Where else are people getting out of programs wanting a fresh start going to go if Serenity Homes closes?? Is Napa really going to let this happen... That is sad if Napa doesn't want to help Serenity Homes cause all they are doing is making a difference in our community helping recovering addicts by the way we are having a car wash Aug 10 the corner of third and silverado trail. we don't know the time yet.. "

sober princess wrote on Aug 1, 2008 8:49 AM:

" well its horrible to see that all of you napa locals are against people gettin clean in napa i guess you would rather see us out robbing and stealing from you and other locals what i know is that my recovery saved my life and gave me what i never knew i could have being clean look at it this way crime rate in napa would drop extremely if just 80% of addicts in napa would get clean what serenity homes does is wonderful it gives us addicts a place to be instead of the shelter where there are drugs or goin back out on the streets to struggle south napa shelter is great but there still is drugs there and theivery so keep the negative outlook and remember next time your property gets stolen or your homes get robbed that theres a 99% chance it was addict who has relapsed and is on the hunt for a way to get high "

lakejo wrote on Aug 1, 2008 9:59 AM:

" Go Johnny and Billy!!! The only reason people are talking smack is that they cant, wont or don't know how to improve their lives like you two have. I've known Billy for a long time. I am SO proud that he has found the road to recovery. You people who aren't addicts have NO CLUE how hard it is. These are just two men trying to do a good thing for people that need help. Maybe some other method could have helped more, but come on, I don't see anyone else having enough courage to do what Johnny and Billy are doing! Kudos boys!!!!! "

bmxdad wrote on Aug 1, 2008 10:36 AM:

" Constant Comment and others....... do you posses any reading comprehension skills at all???? Very few, if any have criticized John and Kimberely's effort (keyword: effort), but many (rightfully so) are questioning the reason for the need (financial-business) without any solid, concrete evidence being reported on the reason Serenity Homes finds it's self in the dire situation it's in today.

Here's what it comes down to: God bless them, but if you want a majority of those in the business community to step up and help, be prepared to answer the hard questions about where past funds have been distributed. This goes the same for ALL non-prof's looking for help.

I sit on the board (President) of a local non-profit organization as well as a local business owner, so I fully understand what I ask, as well as practice what I preach.

Please un-ruffle your feathers and comprehend what's being shared intellectually and not entirely on emotion. Then maybe, just maybe positive things will start to evolve.

P.S - learn facts and pipe down about the contributions of the wine industry (of which I'm not a part of). They give and give and give....Everytime someone throws that out, it only shoots your cause in the foot. "

marine1/1 wrote on Aug 1, 2008 2:30 PM:

" REALISTIC : To amswer your question, I would vote for a new bigger jail for NCDC. At least at NCDC they do have drug councelors approved by the state to try and help and get these people to understand they are hurting themselves and their families. I booked these drug addicts in Napa for years and alot but not all are out every night ripping off the people that do work hard for what they have. Thieves they are. The same ones over and over, week after week. The same ones that have been in treatment centers and this Serenity houses. Begging for money out in this way is very tacky and unproffesional. Sure, not all these people are bad and people do deserve a second chance but alot of these people I see standing out front are not the people I would want hanging around if I wanted help. I hope every other home owner in Napa that is in or facing foreclosure, stands out infront of their homes with signs and banners and begs for money. Iguess it is OK with code enforcement to do so. Everyone in these Serenity homes should be required to have a full time job at all times and pay a resonable amount for rent so that the house payments are made "

constant comment wrote on Aug 1, 2008 2:56 PM:

" Bmxdad sir. I would suggest that the reading comprehension comment be redirected. MANY people, while giving lip service to the need for such services, have criticized the effort. Insinuations abound that vast sums of money must have been frittered away on homes in Hawaii and fast vehicles. The physical appearance of the property and the fund raising methods employed by Mr Apodaca appear to offend many people as they drive by and are reminded of his situation. Kimberly Forbes addressed your comments regarding the Pickwick home, as well as the fact that Serenity Homes has had financial and legal professionals involved in the administration of the organization. All non-profits, many of which DO receive public funding, could benefit from the financial scrutiny you suggest. As this drama unfolds, there are effective community leaders and business professionals working constructively to help Mr. Apodaca restructure his debt and provide assistance with his business model. I am merely proposing that your “comprehension” and that of the other critics would be substantially enhanced by accurate information. Serenity Homes has stated they would appreciate the opportunity to provide that information. Sanctimonious pronouncements and criticism provided in an anonymous forum are not conducive to solutions. "

suze wrote on Aug 1, 2008 6:46 PM:

" Wow! I am shocked after reading many of these posts - talk about a pack of wolves! Underneath all of this negative comment it is that the disease of addiction is despised and certainly not much addressed by local or federal agencies. If we were talking about aids, diabetes or obesity, do you suppose these acid words and comments would be spewing from local lips. How would "use some restraint" go down with the aids infected or the morbidly obese? I don't think it is even politically correct to say such things or to insinuate that self control could alter statistics and the resultant taxpayer burden. This effort on the part of Serenity House is indeed a bit of a circus, but it definitely points to the bare fact that drug and alcohol addiction is not considered the equal of cancer, and it should be. It is just as common but mostly ignored and swept under the carpet by federal, state and local agencies. I guess the legal drug companies do not stand to make much out of it either. Now if you are an illegal alien with a broken finger or tooth abscess, no problem, the wine industry and other county services will take care of you. Something stinks here, and it isn't the efforts by Serenity House. "

bmxdad wrote on Aug 2, 2008 11:25 AM:

" Ok, since no one will openly address in an open forum, the exact accounting of this issue, it's only fair to note to all that plan a donation..... If you make a donation to a registered non-profit and are specific on it's designation (for a lease payment, utilities, etc.), it must be used as such, or it's non-profit charter can be revoked and the officers can be held criminally responsible. "

halfstep wrote on Aug 2, 2008 6:04 PM:

" This conversation is a very beneficial instrument for learning. The community in Napa is becoming aware of the need to "mainstream" those men and women recovering from the disease of chemical dependency.

There have been those lately who have taken the time and effort to stop by Evans St. and find out exactly what this hunger strike is about. Some have simply left better informed and some have contributed to this cause.

The invitation is there for all. Please stop at the site of this event that Johnny A is holding and find out the "what" and "why" of Serenity Homes firsthand. Then you need not rely on innuendo and rumor.

If you do stop by, thank-you. If you feel compassion for the community of recovery, bless you.

Serenity Homes needs your financial help now. Please give this noble effort and sacrifice your consideration.

Thank-you. "

mytwocents wrote on Aug 3, 2008 2:42 AM:

" Wow, there's alot of mud slinging and not in my neighborhood here. I admire what they are doing. Mine is not to judge. Ever heard of -There but for the grace of God go I? "

napaeddie wrote on Aug 3, 2008 6:10 PM:

" Im proof that the work Johnny A does work.Six+years without alcohol and drugs.Thank God for Johnny A and for everyone else in Serenity homes.Im a productive member of this community now.Thank you my brother.There is no words to discribe what a positive influnce on mine,and many others lives,you and others in recovery have had. "

Ashley wrote on Aug 3, 2008 6:11 PM:

" I think that all the things people are saying are ridiculous..my mother is in recovery..&& if you don't support it you don't need to brutalize these people suffering from this disease in our community...johnny is like family to me..he is a great man && if it wasn't for recovery my mother would not be here today..i am very grateful for her today. People who use or relapse..they have a chance of dying in there disease.. and thank god my mom got help..what johnny is doing..he is an inspiration to all && every person that lives in a recovery home..thats one life to safe..one life IS SOMETHING!! I'm not in recovery but i go to meetings with my mom and i support her... if we were discussing a different disease such as cancer, or diabetes.. none of these blogs would be here, everyone would be so sympathetic.. yet were talking about recovery in alcoholism and addiction && you see all this negativity. At least there is somewhere to go for people who are seeking help, instead of there not being anything when help is sought. For the simple fact that our city "The Napa Valley" tries to keep everything so cookie cutter, it doesn't allow the truth to be told and attention to be drawn to issues that need to be supported by our community. This is an issue that our community needs to rally behind rather than criticize it!! "

Rich wrote on Aug 4, 2008 8:29 AM:

" suze, addiction is NOT a disease It is a choice. Get it right! "

napan007 wrote on Aug 4, 2008 11:51 AM:

" What I'm hearing is that the Serenity Homes folks are fleshing out a much more fiscally responsible business plan than whatever the heck was in place the first time around and they'd love to share it with all of us if we drive over to the tent. Unfortunately, many of us don't have time to drive over to the tent.

How about making it easier for us to see the info packet, Napa Valley Register? Post it on the site and that should clear up many of the outstanding questions by wary donators (or maybe make new ones but oh well it's a good risk to take :). At least it will get us all moving forward. The cause is worthy, after all - we just don't want our donation money mismanaged because then, nobody is helped. "

T-bird wrote on Aug 4, 2008 12:47 PM:

" Once again, we have another person with an ignorant comment. Rich, you might want to actually do your homework on alcoholism and addiction- they are actually considered diseases. Yes they are not as distinguished as cancer, aids, MS, etc. but it is a disease. Do you really think people choose to be addicts or alcoholics? Do you seriously believe that? Could it be possible you might not understand addiction so it’s easier to just assume that it’s a choice? Maybe do some research before you make these assumptions and the harsh comment you did. "

valeybuterfly wrote on Aug 4, 2008 2:25 PM:

" Rich.... I agree! It is NOT A Disease its a choice. They choose to open the alcohol... or other things I might not be able to list because of sensors! LOL! ! I love how they say its a DISEASE.... like they caught the comon cold. Oh....ACHOOO! OOPS I DRANK A 6 pack. Sorry I'm not buying that bill of goods "

Ashley44 wrote on Aug 4, 2008 4:18 PM:

" FYI... ADDICTION IS A DISEASE!! point blank..you people just don't understand!
yes they open the bottle but they have no choice..they are addicted!!! common sense...look it up!!!! this hunger strike is not to cause negativity and drama..so you shouldn't cause it..if you have anything to say..come SAY IT TO US!! and if you don't want to then don't say anything at all!! Its rude and so sad that people in this world have no sense of heart to help people in need. Thanks to all that support this!! Thanks for showing that you support Johnny A and the Serenity homes..without all of you this wouldn't be possible. =]
Love Always,
Ashley "

Ashley44 wrote on Aug 4, 2008 4:19 PM:

" Heres your homework rich....

Alcoholism: Physical dependence on alcohol to the extent that stopping alcohol use will bring on withdrawal symptoms. In popular and therapeutic parlance, the term may also be used to refer to ingrained drinking habits that cause health or social problems. Treatment requires first ending the physical dependence, then making lifestyle changes that help the individual avoid relapse. In some cases, medication or hospitalization are needed. Alcohol dependence can have many serious effects on the brain, liver, and other organs of the body. "

Ashley wrote on Aug 4, 2008 4:55 PM:

" Unless you are a doctor how can you classify alcoholism as a choice? There are medical professionals that have been studying the chronic and progressive disease for decades. These are people that did not just one day decide to jump on a blog and bad mouth people whom are not just suffering from a disease, but seeking help for their disease and trying to better their lives. I mean really how can you bad mouth people that have the initiative to better their lives. There are people who are scared to tell people like some on this forum that they are a recovering alcoholic. And it is because of people whom are misinformed or uneducated upon the subject. Alcoholism is EVERYWHERE, yet it is the elephant in the room no-one want to talk about. And who blames them, I mean look at your guys outlook and attitude.....

THIS IS THE DEFINITION:

(Not a guess, or a thought, or a dart toss in the dark... Doctors made the conclusion, not misinformed angry bloggers...)

Alcohol dependence is a chronic disease that is often progressive and fatal. Although alcoholism tends to run in families, it is influenced by both genetic and environmental factors. An individual who is dependent upon alcohol typically uses it to avoid personal and social factors in his or her life. The four symptoms of alcohol dependence include:

* craving for alcohol
* inability to reduce or stop alcohol consumption
* experience withdrawal symptoms when stopping alcohol consumption
* increased tolerance of alcohol (takes more to get the same effect) "

t-bird wrote on Aug 4, 2008 6:06 PM:

" First, Ashley and Ashley44 I commend your efforts trying to explain and show the definition of alcoholism and that it is a DISEASE. Unfortunately I think as much as you try, for people such as Valeybuterfly and Rich seem to be completely closed minded ignorant individuals that will never understand nor do they want to understand alcoholism or addiction. They are the kind of people that will have to experience it first hand to get the true meaning of acceptance and tolerance. It is sad that they are about the only individuals on this entire blog actually making such insulting and harsh comments directed at people with addiction. I hope at some point people like this can actually have the intelligence to read or educate themselves on addiction. I think Rich and Valeybuterfly should both should stick to the topic of the article and not verbally (via blog) attacking individuals with addiction. It’s unnecessary and shows lack of maturity. "

zomboo wrote on Aug 4, 2008 6:41 PM:

" Ashley, you are 100% right, but here is something that you forgot, IT RUNS IN FAMILY'S! My father is a recovering alcoholic, and a drug addict. I am my father's daughter, and I am also a recovering drug addict. I know many people who are being helped by Serenity Homes. I thank everyone there for what they are doing!!! I don't have much money, but I gave every penny that I had in my wallet to Serenity Homes to help them out.
Thank you again Johnny A. and Bill Combest. Bill I will always be there to help if you need me.

Lisa "

ashley44 wrote on Aug 4, 2008 6:55 PM:

" Ashley and ashley44 are the same thing. my blog name is weird.
but thank you Lisa.. I'm pretty sure your the Lisa I'm thinking of. =] "

Rich wrote on Aug 5, 2008 6:59 AM:

" LOL, Addicts always call it a disease ...
As a former heavy meth user I think I can safely call it a choice although it would have been easier to blame it on something else.
Users always look for a cop-out. "

napaao wrote on Aug 5, 2008 10:16 AM:

" im sorry but what a JOKE!!!! "

bmxdad wrote on Aug 5, 2008 11:39 AM:

" Napa007....you hit the nail on the head! Because you and I share the same sound opinion, I'm sure we'll be labeled as "haters, ignorant and intolerant", which is the furthest from the truth.

I'll repeat for those that skim through and respond on pure, knee jerk emotion.....I agree, there is a huge substance abuse problem that needs to be addressed. The fundamental idea that Serenity Home's offers is needed. If a home were to open again in my neighborhood, I would not stand in the way as long as I was confident it was well run and accountable.

As for donating: I would be the first in line if Serenity Homes would publicly address the reason(s) they are in this situation and what safeguard's are in place to prevent it from repeating it's self. This is crucial, as most in the business community aren't willing to blindly spend good money after bad.

If you take the time to really read through all the postings submitted, you'd be hard pressed not to see the solution starring you in the face...... The passion delivered from some as well as the business savvy of others. If that could be combined, you would have a winning combination!

To those running Serenity Homes....First I applaud your effort, but I beg you to bring the asked for information to the community and not expect the community to come to you. In other words, help us, help you! "

napadad wrote on Aug 5, 2008 1:18 PM:

" And do you use anything now rich? Maybe it was a choice for you, many people are or have been heavy users of various substances but when negative impacts on life due to use became apparent they stop. These arent addicts (usually) if you ask many who admit to being addicts (or alcoholics) they will tell you they couldnt stop no matter the outcome, they would have done anything to get and use. They will tell you in most cases the only way they were able to stop was with the help of other recovering addicts one day at a time sometimes one minute at a time and thet it took years sometimes for the obsession to leave them. Addicts have an obsessive, compulsive desire to use, at all cost. You and everyone here that posted, statistically, knows someone in the grip of addiction, many times it a family member or very close friend and we dont see it until addiction has progressed to the point it has taken over the life of that person. Addiction is the only disease that tells the person afflicted he/she has no disease . "

Rich wrote on Aug 5, 2008 2:32 PM:

" napadad, I used from 1974 to 1993 averaging 1/2 a gram per day.
I stopped "cold turkey" on my own and with no outside help. Meth is not physical addicting but mentally you do crave for quite a while, I do not consider any sort of addiction to be a disease and in fact consider that claim to be nothing more than an excuse from a weak person. Using was my choice as was ending use.
That being said, I have no problem with half way and recovery homes but I do question the motives of Johnny A. I see no reason that he should have not been able to meet his obligations based on his "income" from what he charges his clients. What I see is a man living high on the hog desperately trying to shame people into giving money so he can continue to live large.
Flame away folks, I stand behind what I say and I have the experience that few of you do. "

valeybuterfly wrote on Aug 5, 2008 4:29 PM:

" T-bird:
Im not ignorant. I have experianced it first hand. I have experianced Serenity Homes first hand and clearly know how their operation is run. I am VERY familiar with Johnny A's ways and methods. I still stand behind what I said. Best of luck to those of you who are unaware of your own freedom of choice and yet hold yourself hostage to the idea that your infected with a DISEASE. "

happysoberguy wrote on Aug 5, 2008 4:59 PM:

" I have listened to Mr. Johnnie A. boast about his real estate worth too many times to mention. Along with this boasting was explanations on how he has put his equity to work rather than let it sit. Perhaps he should have left some equity for a rainy day? This is not the fault of wineries or the economy but more the fault of overspending and poor planning. This is rediculous that he want the community to bail him out. We in recovery hit bottom when we stop digging.Johnnie are in deep enough. You should hav e set down the shovel a few tears ago. "

kforbes777 wrote on Aug 5, 2008 6:16 PM:

" The same people are still blogging on this article. Since there is so much interest and if you haven't heard the radio interviews or television interviews, here's some facts that were presented to help those with concerns:

1. This effort at quickly raising funds is to benefit SERENITY HOMES not Johnny A. This has turned out to be a referendum on Johnny A instead of a factual look into a local nonprofit struggling to generate EXTRA income needed to keep from being evicted from two homes that Mr. Apodaca DOES NOT own.

2. Serenity Homes leases 5 homes in the Napa Valley and manages them as share rentals whereby the residents voluntarily agree to live by certain rules and guidelines. SHNV leases these five homes from FOUR DIFFERENT homeowners who are completely aware of and supportive of the drug and alcohol free environment being cultivated in their homes.

3. Johnny is the Lessor (SHNV being the Lessee) of ONE of those leased homes (not one of the homes in danger of closing). One other is owned in partnership between Johnny and a third party - the third party having controlling interest in that home. The other 3 Lessors are not affiliated with Johnny A or SHNV.

4. None of the lease payments are made payable to John Apodaca.

5. John Apodaca makes NO PROFIT on the ONE home that he leases to SHNV. The lease payment has been set at BELOW mortgage payment rates for over a year. Mr. Apodaca has made up for the loss personally and as is the case with thousands across this country has incurred higher mortgage payments which to date have not been passed onto the Lessee (SHNV). "

kforbes777 wrote on Aug 5, 2008 10:41 PM:

" 6. Many have stated they know the income levels at SHNV on a monthly basis as though the $600 a month per person at a maximum of 6 people is a guaranteed income. That is the best case scenario and our goal, but often times the houses are not full (lowers monthly income). Many of the clients entering SHNV do not have the money to pay their first month's rent (lowers monthly income) - payment arrangements are made (lowers monthly income) followed up with resume preparation assistance and transportation back and forth to job interviews. Employment within 30 days is expected. Being employed is a requirement of continued residency. People move in and move out at various times (transitional housing), sometime people relapse - SHNV has a ZERO TOLERANCE to drugs and alcohol (maintained by random testing). Use of drugs or alcohol results in immediate termination of housing (lowers monthly income). Clients are often required to continue with outpatient drug treatment and/or continued support or education leaving time for only part time work - payment arrangements made based on paydays, etc. (lowers montly income).

6. This housing crisis has nothing to do with SHNV not paying its bills. This housing crisis definitely has nothing to do with Johnny A not paying his bills. He doesn't pay SHNV bills. There is no link between Johnny's income and SHNV income. All SHNV lease payments are CURRENT. All utilities paid ON TIME (and have been since non-profit was founded. "

kforbes777 wrote on Aug 5, 2008 10:54 PM:

" 7. Current crisis caused by financial decisions made by current owner (not Johnny). This homeowner can no longer afford to lease these homes to SHNV under current lease agreement. For personal financial reasons with take possession of homes.

8. Solution: SHNV raises enough money to buy homes from this homeowner (not Johnny). Substantial downpayment needed to to work with local bank or banks to obtain loan with manageable terms.

9. LAW - no officer, director or management can benefit financially by acquisition of assets to non-profit. JOHNNY IS AN OFFICER AND CANNOT BENEFIT FINANCIALLY FROM THIS TRANSACTION.

10. Once an asset is acquired by a non-profit, it must remain in the non-profit. If corporation is disolved, assets must be donated to another charitable organization. NO OFFICER OR DIRECTOR CAN BENEFIT FROM THE ACQUISITION OF AN ASSET TO A NON-PROFIT.

11. Johnny is donating his interest in this home to SHNV.

12. Higher lease payments, ability to have access to extra income for purchasing assets for the non-profit not possible without funding from outside sources.

13. August 1st deadline for resolution or vacate properties as preamble to foreclosure.

14. SHNV applied for several grants in hopes of raising funds to purchase homes. Grants denied. Last letter of denial received July 15.

15. Crisis - obtain funding now or shut two homes currently full and put 12 people on the street. "

kforbes777 wrote on Aug 5, 2008 11:00 PM:

" 15. Money raised during hunger strike - not one penny will go to Johnny.

16. No checks are drawn or paid to John Apodaca from SHNV except payroll. No payroll checks issued in three years. No travel expenses, no company car, no bonuses, no meals or entertainment - nothing.

17. How do Kimberly and Johnny survive: rent out 2 rooms in private residence - roommates not affiliated with SHNV in any way. Johnny - small home repairs and misc. construction jobs, works as usher for San Francisco Giants. Kimberly until November of 2007 worked as executive personal assistant to Criag Hall - managed personal estate of Craig and Kathryn Hall in Rutherford 40 - 50 hours per week - managed SHNV nights and weekends. Small trust fund received when step father died in November 2007. Kimberly's car is a PONTIAC. "

sammy wrote on Aug 6, 2008 11:36 AM:

" Very well explained..... thank you. How close to their goals are they ? "

Freakshow wrote on Aug 6, 2008 3:05 PM:

" I just can’t listen to the BS any longer:
How it works:
Johnny A. has rented out rooms to drug addict for profit for over ten years. “Serenity Homes of Napa Valley” and John Apodaca are one and the same. Johnny A. wants to own the homes and what ever equity is in the homes, he then leases his homes to “Serenity Homes” for profit. Then he sells this package to the people of Napa and others as a Non Profit. The profit for Johnny A. if not in the Lease Agreements to “Serenity Homes” is in the equity of the homes themselves. You keep saying none of this benefits Johnny A., wake up. It seems the problem now is there is no equity left. Where did it all go? “Serenity Homes” has no assets, all the assets, and debt are owned by Mr. Apodaca and my feeling is he is upside-down in debt. It seems ironic that this hunger strike took place some ten days after his truck got repossessed. The solution for “Serenity Homes” terminates all lease agreement that are unprofitable and get a new CEO. The solution for Mr. Apodaca is a bit more complicated, as it difficult to turn your life’s work over to the bank. "

wheninrome wrote on Aug 6, 2008 3:24 PM:

" I am just wondering why certain things have not been brought regarding Johnny's housing problems. His house near jefferson and Imola was being remodeled just recently. Why, when just about the remodel was finished did he have to stop and redo it??? Oh because he made the decision to do all the work illegally in the city limits with no permits. It must a cost him a pretty penny to do the remodel, tear it down, fix what he messed up and them pay the fines. Funny no one is bringing this up. A lot of money must have been flushed down the tiolet on that great business move. "

ronda wrote on Aug 6, 2008 4:34 PM:

" Kimberly, you provided a thorough description of the facts about Serenity Homes and I for one do believe in the benefit that Serenity Homes provides to our community. Please prepare yourself, however, to continue to receive criticism simply because there are always those who feel the need to put negativity into the world. Unfortunately, this is a fact of life. I am in no way affiliated with Serenity Homes; however, I do believe that Serenity Homes is an asset to our community. I would offer the readers this: If you believe in Serenity Homes and what Johnny and Kimberly are working so hard to accomplish - then support them by making some contribution to this cause. If you do not believe in what they are doing - then do not contribute. I encourage you not to give up hope. There are so many who are yet to find a new way of life with the help of Serenity Homes. Stay focused on the positive and ignore the negative. "

aivat wrote on Aug 7, 2008 2:52 PM:

" keep on doing what u do johnny. I know its Gods work. You have helped alot of people even before u had those homes u were always offering jobs to people. You have a big heart, we are lucky to have u. God bless, I pray it all works out. All the people with there negative comments and slander, I'm gonna pray for u to.
Tavia and David "

happysoberguy wrote on Aug 7, 2008 9:39 PM:

" I watch Kim's attempt tp protect Johnnie A's integrity each day here and am flabergasted at the continued denial of making any money from his investments. I have personally heard him brag to me about the money he has made. I see hiss 65K Lincoln P/U. I see his two Harley Davidsons. I am glad he has all this stuff. We all love nice stuff. But if he doesn't make any money other then a few little jobs here and there, how could he possibly aquire these things? Was it magic? Are they part of serenity homes or are they Johnnie A's? Does his income as reported to the IRS with no help from serenity homes show enough to support such spending? Just curious. "

wheninrome wrote on Aug 9, 2008 6:45 PM:

" Why did this all of a sudden end up missing from the home page????? "

halfstep wrote on Aug 10, 2008 5:02 PM:

" While a man starves himself (Sunday is Day 14) to keep open homes for recovering alcoholics and addicts there are those who seek to find fault with the man, the organization and the cause.

Johnny A is living in a glass house: providing a transparency in structure, organization and financing of Serenity Homes. He is camped out on Evans Street for all to see and visit!

Are there flaws or faults in this story? I know I have some flaws and faults. I will not judge you who are openly critical.

Have Johnny A and Kimberly openly invited discussion of this issue in their plea for assistance? Have the critics made an effort to converse person to person? Is it easier, seeing a glass house, to lob scud missles of anger and bitterness at a clear target?

Where is this anger coming from? Let go Let God.

I pray daily for Johnny A's health, Kimberly's devotion and courageous efforts, Billy's love and steadfastness and all those that are a supportive part of this effort.

I pray a prayer of gratitude for those who support Serenity Homes.

I pray for those who seek to discredit Serenity Homes and Johnny A.

May we all learn love, patience and tolerance. "

cathyodom wrote on Aug 12, 2008 8:17 AM:

" How is Johnny doing, health wise? What is the update? How much has he raised? Have the homes gone into foreclosure? Wouldn't it be easier to take the 30k, let those homes go into foreclosure, and then just start renting out new houses? "

NVR-Dan Ross wrote on Aug 12, 2008 8:25 AM:

" Look for an update on this article later in the week.
--Dan "

Rich wrote on Aug 13, 2008 1:15 PM:

" wheninrome, A quick check with the state shows he does not have a contractors license so I suppose that may have been part of the problem. "

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